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not to understand
my 'work' for there is none. I am simply following a path I found.
I welcome you whole-heartedly to join me - at least, part of the
way - and enjoy together the same life we are all called into. You
will probably find that there is actually nothing to understand
except your own, and understand why - that on my part, there is
'no work' to be done at all.
Inasmuch, may I beseech you to listen to the rustling of the fallen
leaves that marked our common path. And may it be, that the sound
of fallen leaves and our steps be the sound of our sense and sensibility
when we behold Mother Nature in her maginificence. You could be
visually-impaired as such, but never mind; in listening - you could
say - you 'see' and 'feel' more. It is nothing religious, but amply
spiritual. It is a path for all.
Some people thinks I am a good 'teacher'. I don't know. I believe
one thing though - I have a gift and it is meant to be shared. And
to this end, I need to frame who I am and what I do within the context
of reality and place that is Singapore. I would like you to think
of me as a sounding board echoing the call of Mother Nature who
is here and now, and in Her we move and have our beings.
Who am I then?
I am a Pupil who never grow old, a
Papa who loves his son very much, a
Poet at heart (and as sad as any Philosopher
could be at times), a Plant-man by
training ('botanist' would be a nicer-sounding name), a Poor
man to the dot, a happy Pathfinder
who loves to explore nature and life, and inevitably, an ordinary
person who felled deeply in love with
Mother Nature and became her Page.
I was born an ordinary boy in the year 1959, and had attained a
very ordinary 'O' Level Cambridge Certificate that has not been
replaced sinced by any other significant certification to my name.
My formal education had been brief and perhaps that is why I have
an unsatiable hunger to learn. What I know I did learn from the
University of Life, and I believe the most important lesson had
been humility. I strive to be a good People-person
always though I failed at times. I have also learnt to laugh at
myself and the Playful me is what you
will find as my friend.
Is what I do important?
Yes, to me at least. Geographically-speaking, Singapore is my birthplace
and homeland, and I am destined to be here. I say 'geographically'
because I would not have you believe I am 'patriotic' in any sense
of the word. I love the community and the cultures I am borne into
very much, but I believe in being a responsible global citizen as
well. My commitment for Nature's preservation is not only for you,
me, our children, and the ones who come after them, but also for
the rest of humanity. To do that, I have to start and do my imperfect
best here. I believe this is the inherent responsibility of every
human person on this earth.
How do you want people to remember you?
Nothing at all. Only perhaps, for my son to remember his dad who
had loved much, and shared all he could the gift he found in life.
That within the context of a place he called 'home', he had sung
native folk songs of outer freedom and inner growth that he found
in Nature here. Yes, I rather he remembers me a 'folk singer' -
who neither had the cold complexity and 'higher learning' of chamber
music, nor the self-consuming voracity of the new age. That the
stories he told and the 'soulful songs' he sang were full of hope
and vibrancy for him and for all the children there be.
Thank you for listening, and welcome to my world.
Won't you come on in?
Joseph
lai
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